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My personal blog appears to be just me speaking/ranting at the moment, sorry but here’s another one…

My friend in the mental institute is going to be in there for a while, they said 6 weeks but apparently everyone there was told they’d be there for 6 weeks but have been in there for a few months…

 She has only told a few people that she trusted, and she told me to tell people that she knows can’t visit her but will visit her. I have told two people who have promised they would never tell a soul and they haven’t. One person visiter her a few weeks ago, they told someone, that person then told someone and that person has told the whole school where she is. She’s said that she’s in a mental hospital because she tried to commit suicide.

a) That isn’t even true, so shut up.

b) You never speak to her, so why did someone even tell you, and why the hell do you think you have the right to spread it?

c) Even if she did, don’t you think it should be kept quiet seeing as pretty much everyone in our school hates her now?

I told my friend someone was spreading it and she asked who, I told her exactly who was spreading it and she’s not surprised because that person is a bitch to put it lightly. She’s pretty distraught that they’ve been spreading it around though, it really isn’t helping her right now. I didn’t tell her that they were saying she tried to commit suicide, because it really would make her never want to come back to school at all and she’d be so distraught. It’s just pointless. I really hate it when people spread things like that because it isn’t any of their business at all. They don’t talk to her so why are they even saying that?

It just really annoys me because people are still talking about what happened weeks ago, and it was a total overreaction. It’s a class A example of humans following the crowd just to fit in. As soon as a few people hated on her over facebook, the whole of year 10 except a few people wer hating on her. Even some year 8’s who have no idea who she is were hating. People were deaththreating her, I could copy and paste some of the stuff here and it’s honestly heartbreaking to read, especially if you’re that person’s best friend…

People are still having a go at me because I was the only person who openly stuck up for her. Ugh, I seriously hate my school and the people in it. I can’t wait until I leave and go to college to get away from some of them…

My dog did/does have cancer. The type it is, is usually found on bones but this one was found in the mammary gland so my dog has pretty screwed up cells because there really shouldn’t be bones there…

If it was found on her leg or something they said she’d have less than 6 months to live, but because my dog is weird she was lucky. They did remove the tumor but they said they also removed some tissue around the tumor and apparently that’s healthy, so they can’t tell whether it has spread through the rest of her body or not. The vet thinks that it hasn’t and she should be okay, but we have to keep an eye out for anything else because if it has spread then there’s not really any hope of getting rid of it…

You know my friend who is in the mental institute? I visited her for the first time of her being transferred there today. She’s only been there for one day so far but she seems to like it, which is good. It’s a really nice place, not like you’d expect it to be. There’s sky TV, a nintendo wii, an x-box, guitar hero, a guitar, a keyboard, really comfy sofas/beanbags, loads of awesome food and loads of arts/crafts supplies. They even have a gym, it’s really great.

I’m glad it’s a nice place though and she said she’s met some of the other girls and they seem nice so I’m glad that she’s okay. It’s actually a really nice place and me and my friend who visited said we honestly wouldn’t mind being there.

ohmygosh, I hope she's okay!
And don't worry, I didn't post it!

Yeah I know :/ I’m visiting her again tomorrow with her parents to see what the new place is like but if she can only be visited 4 times a week I’m sure she’s not gonna like it XD

 Thank you for not posting it :’) I used to be able to post whatever on my other blog but since then quite a few real life people found it so I post personal things here now :’)

So, one of my best friends is being transferred to hospital, possibly for a few weeks :/

It’s Alice, I’m posting this here because I have a few real life followers on my main blog and she doesn’t want to tell them why she’s there unless they see her in person.

She used to cut, she said she stopped but I knew she hadn’t, after all the hate she was getting on facebook because of her jokes (over 60 people wrote on her wall and sent her hate) I was really worried about what she might do to herself… The day after the hate she wasn’t at school and people were talking about her all day, quite a few people even started having a go at me too. I was really worried about her seeing as she wasn’t there and after I got home I was close to having a nervous breakdown because of all the hate I was getting and because of how worried I was about her, after a while she sent me a text saying she was in hospital and I just couldn’t take it. I really didn’t want to go into school today but I had to and after school me, Jennifer and Karla went to visit her in hospital straight after school.

We sat in the hospital with her for almost four hours and just talked, about 45 minutes before we left we got asked to leave while some people went in to talk to her, when we went back in she told us that she was being transferred to a hospital in Middlesbrough that specialises in mental heath problems for 11-18 year old kids. She’s really worried about going because they can only ever have 15 people at once and she’s worried no one will like her, she’s far away from home and people can’t visit as easily :/

 I’ve said I’m going to try and visit as often as I can but I just feel really sorry for her, she’s missed one GCSE already and if she’s in for a few weeks like she might be then she’s going to miss more :/ *sigh*

Just feeling kinda meh about it…

Saying ‘I’m sorry’ is the same as saying ‘I apologize.’ Except at a funeral.
Demetri Martin (via nonobug)
Sometimes my real friends get on my nerves

So at lunch I just sat and watched FOTC on my iPod. It was great :D

blahjaneblah:

“And now a selection from the short attention span library. I’d like to read you some stories from the little book of little stories.
One afternoon, a powerful wizard sat down after mixing his most powerful potion, and he realized that wizards never get laid. So he started a band. 
Once upon a time, there was a magical goose who could lay golden eggs. Not knowing that golden eggs were valuable, she went and had her tubes tied. When she found out that the eggs were valuable, she was pissed.
Three bears went to a market. While they were gone, a little girl went into their house. Meanwhile, at the market, people were freaking out because there were three bears there. The bears were shot and killed.
After going through years of litigation to get royalties due to him, the guy who coined the term ‘happily ever after’ lived reasonably well for a while.”
The end.”
                                                                             - Demetri Martin

blahjaneblah:

And now a selection from the short attention span library. I’d like to read you some stories from the little book of little stories.

One afternoon, a powerful wizard sat down after mixing his most powerful potion, and he realized that wizards never get laid. So he started a band. 

Once upon a time, there was a magical goose who could lay golden eggs. Not knowing that golden eggs were valuable, she went and had her tubes tied. When she found out that the eggs were valuable, she was pissed.

Three bears went to a market. While they were gone, a little girl went into their house. Meanwhile, at the market, people were freaking out because there were three bears there. The bears were shot and killed.

After going through years of litigation to get royalties due to him, the guy who coined the term ‘happily ever after’ lived reasonably well for a while.

The end.”

                                                                             - Demetri Martin